Monday, July 28, 2008 @7:27 PM
I never used to cry over things I see, things I watch, or things I read; now I just seem to tear up all the time. Anything that drives home the possibilty of losing people I love.
I literally cannot live without my father. Look, just thinking about it makes me cry.
He is the man I admire most in the world, respect most in the world - love most in the world. He will always want the best for me, always be there for me, always give me anything I desire. I think about everything he has acheived in his lifetime, and I wonder if I will ever make it that far.
I would not have the strength to survive without you, Pa. Yet I never seem to be able to say I Love You - it just doesn't fall out of my mouth as easily as it slips out of others. I hope you know that I do love you, and that I always will. Forgive me for the wrongs I have commited, forgive me for ever hurting you - I pray that you will not leave me until I have the courage to stand on my own two feet.
I love you. Thank you, for everything.
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