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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @8:07 PM

He was prepping the fire

Loosening the rope

Preparing to sail the skies

He would float up above

Untroubling

Untroubled

Leaving no mark

He would leave it all behind


That was his plan, at least.

He had climbed in

But he had not cut loose

There was a thread knotted in his heart

Shining, strong, almost invisible

He could not wrench it free any more than he could wrench out his heart

Because the other end of this rainbow thread

Lay anchored to the ground


She stood just beyond the edge

Behind the horizon of his sight and his heart

But he knew

She was there

Like the moon knew the Earth was there and revolved endlessly around it

perhaps the rainbow thread was there too

knotted in the heart of the Man on the Moon


O man on the moon

am I fated to be like you?

year by year by year

yet you are never closer

to the other end of the rainbow thread

but still

it binds

you

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Monday, April 21, 2008 @10:57 PM

She smiled. He didn’t.

They were falling apart, a mutual repulsive force between them like the north poles of two magnets.

He had changed, she thought.

She had changed, he thought.

They both wondered if the other knew; if the other saw the doubt and the fear and the insecurity in their eyes.

Why force themselves to drift together and apart – walking almost parallel paths – when they could not reach out to each other,

Could not draw comfort

Could not

Could not

She was lonely more often than he was

He thought of her less and less

Except on days when he needed her

But could not, did not have her there

She

Would have gone to him in an instance

But there was a wall stopping her and pushing her backwards

It had a thousand angry eyes and mocking smiles

do you think he wants you there?

It had beautiful faces and perfect silhouettes painted on

They laughed at her

And she could not look away

So she withdrew into herself and hid herself away

She painted her own wall of

football players and lifeguards and her.

When he looked her way again, he saw

Them

And her

Without him.

He wrapped himself in fire

She froze herself in ice

And together they

destroyed the world.

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